Post by malreve on Sept 8, 2014 13:39:25 GMT -5
Hey, everyone. I just wanted to say that while I am really happy to see all of the activity going on here I have been suffering from some confusion and anxiety issues going on with my brain lately (it is healing well from surgery though--it's been a whole year that I've been seizure-free now!!). And as much as I have a strong stomach and have rarely been 'disturbed' by anything in my life, there have been some strange things going on in my head that... what do y'know, lol... Thramsay happens to trigger it. *IRONY* 
At least, that's how it's been. I'm going to try and ease back into this over time. I think some anxiety meds may help and I should be more active on forums and at work on my fanfic again. It's just some trouble that I am fully expecting to be temporary, and I felt like you all deserved an explanation, especially because I really encouraged everyone "Be active! Be excited!" and then it probably seemed like I kind of just dropped off for a while.
I'm sorry for that but I anticipate the future being much better.
(I might need to put all of this in an author's note for those expecting updates soon? Oh, I hate the idea of people waiting and not knowing why I don't hurry up with it... Perhaps I overestimate how much they look forward to updates, ha ha, but in my experience in fandom when someone says "OMG, more right now, please!" they mean it, ha ha. I just wish 'right now' was an option. :/ )
I am still friendly, lol, so anyone who wants to can feel free to PM me. I just can't promise how intelligible I would be if asked to explain some things, because truth be told I don't understand much of it myself.
In the meantime it is beautiful to see everyone having such a great time. I am trying to check in more often.
Much love to all of you, and happy flaying. Ha ha!
At least, that's how it's been. I'm going to try and ease back into this over time. I think some anxiety meds may help and I should be more active on forums and at work on my fanfic again. It's just some trouble that I am fully expecting to be temporary, and I felt like you all deserved an explanation, especially because I really encouraged everyone "Be active! Be excited!" and then it probably seemed like I kind of just dropped off for a while.
I'm sorry for that but I anticipate the future being much better.
(I might need to put all of this in an author's note for those expecting updates soon? Oh, I hate the idea of people waiting and not knowing why I don't hurry up with it... Perhaps I overestimate how much they look forward to updates, ha ha, but in my experience in fandom when someone says "OMG, more right now, please!" they mean it, ha ha. I just wish 'right now' was an option. :/ )
I am still friendly, lol, so anyone who wants to can feel free to PM me. I just can't promise how intelligible I would be if asked to explain some things, because truth be told I don't understand much of it myself.
In the meantime it is beautiful to see everyone having such a great time. I am trying to check in more often.
Much love to all of you, and happy flaying. Ha ha!